WHY ?

Why there must be 18 above just can couple ?
Why GOD made us to be like this ?
Why can't you all just let us to couple ?
Why you can't believe us ?
Why B.B don't let us to couple ?
is that making you all in trouble ?

Why there is so many rules ?
Aren't you all couple in these age ?

I NEED ANSWER NOW !

Why don't you all just let us couple ?
is that hard ?
WHY ?

We two now is struggling.
We don't know wad to do now.
We are facing a very big trouble now.
if you all just let us couple , there is no trouble at all.
We know how to control our self .
We know how , and
We love each other so much.
Why you wanna separate us ?

don't you know that's sad ?
is that funny ?
LOVE is not a game , dude.
if you think that's a game go a head.
nobody will wants you !
LOVE is a part of our life ,
we need it very much.
NO LOVE NO LIFE !
do you trust that ?
is real !

i hate that feelings man !
have you ever tried those feelings ?
i guess no !
cause is hurt !
nobody wants to felt those feelings.
i really don't know wad to do know.
getting more hurt !
especially my family ,
they sure not support me to couple.
accept for my sister , rebecca.
i know she support me and she will help me.
but i don't think so my parents will accept this !

i need my family to support me !
but i guess they won't support me.
cause they don't let me to couple.
now i really don't know how.
who can teach me ? guide me ?
i really betahan those feelings.
is sucks !

today is the last day together with him ,
i guess.
is really hurts man.
tears keep dropping now.
don't know how to face everyone now.
i scare , i really very scare !
or maybe today also can't be with him anymore.

Signing off ,
Rachael.

Heart totally broken.

Now I really totally heart broken !
yesterday AARON.C and CARSON NG
they two said something that is not real to Patrick ,
and Patrick trusted them.

and when we chat on facebook ,
you guess wadd ?
I kena scold from Patrick ,
he keep on scolding me ,
and I cried.
I keep on apologize to him too.

I don't know outsiders will think like that
I don't know my attitude will make everyone think like that.
and I tot he will trust me ,
but then
I get back wadd ?
I get back scolding by him.
and he don't even trust me.
wad can I do now ?

My heart really very pain !
question keep on repeating on my mind ,
why you couldn't trust me ?
why you will think like that ?
why you trust them but not me ?
am I important to you ?
because of them you scolded me ,
you didn't even want to know the truth !

I trying to forgive you ,
but then ,
you don't want to !